My brain, and some news about same
Posted on October 26, 2006
Filed Under All, Technology, My Brain |
So, as promised, here is a Magnetic Resonance Image of my brain taken last Friday, October 13. The view is from below as it were, and the perspective is such that the hemispheres are reversed - that’s the right hemisphere on the left, and you can probably see a bright oval something there, wherein lies a tale.
Some months ago I began to notice that my left arm was behaving oddly. I was making more typing mistakes than usual, and I was having a hard time in the gym working the weight machines with my left. So I saw the doctor; he suspected a pinched nerve or orthopedic issue and sent me off to an orthopedist. Orthopedist suspected tendonitis, and sent me to a physical therapist. Physical therapist said she thought I had something weird going on, and recommended a neurologist, so I made an appointment.
Before I could keep that appointment, however, a very odd thing happened. Sitting in my office at Adobe, in San Jose, I had just finished typing a document and was reaching for the phone to call a colleague when my left arm suddenly convulsed into a painful contraction that froze it, every muscle tightly clenched and curled up against my chest. Wild contractions began to flow up and down the arm.
Completely nonplussed, and absolutely at a loss to figure out what was going on, I slid to my knees and crawled to the corridor and said ‘Help.’ Three colleagues appeared, 2 headed for the phone and one came and tried to calm me down. By now I was hyperventilating and completely freaked out. The contractions begin to reside, San Jose Paramedics arrived, and some 6 hours later, in the E.R. at O’Connor Hospital, I was told that I had just had a seizure, and a CT scan was showing a mass in my brain. Sixteen days, 3 ERs, 4 hospitals, MRI centers et al. later, I now know that I probably have a tumor called a glioma, and will soon undergo a procedure at UCSF known as a right frontal craniotomy using stealth navigation and motor mapping. I had thought the blog was a little dull lately, so here ya go… more TK…
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Wow, Chris, thanks for some detail . . . you were right about the walnut imagery . . . no wonder its called the old nut.
I’ll back-channel some comments . . .
You’re a brave one, Chris. Hang in there buddy.
[…] My friend and colleage Chris Gulker was just diagnosed with a brain tumor. […]
I hope everything goes well Chris. Fingers crossed for a good recovery.
Thanks for the update Chris, you will of course remain in Leah and my thoughts.
Hi Chris,
Dave Cole shared this with me. I’m sorry this is the way we’re making contact again after so many years. All my good wishes are with you and your family for a full recovery.
Marge Rice
Hey Chris,
Like Marge, I also got an e-mail from Dave Cole. Knowing Dave’s contact list, you’ll probably be getting lots more notes from people from your past!
I wish you a speedy recovery. Hang in there…
Hey Chris,
It’s been years, and I’m sorry this is the reason to get back in touch. But I do want you to know that I’m thinking about you. I remember you as a positive, can-do kinda guy, and I know that’ll be helping you now.
All the best,
Linda Strean
Hi Chris … still a regular lurker and rare commenter but I’d seen your note a few posts back and came back in search of more detail. Thanks for clarifying and very best wishes for the surgery. Congrats on the claustrophobia victory … it brings to mind my then 8 yo daughter’s comment as we lifted off in first Napa Valley balloon ride. We asked why she had her eyes closed and she said “I’m conquering my fear of heights.”
Take care and God bless.
Gerry (from MacExpo booth, Olympia, London!)
Chris,
after all of the wild spot news, and newspaper photography which included fires, floods and riots, which you survived, now the challenge is surviving a brain tumor.
Well, I also wish you a speedy recovery dude. If there’s one thing that will pull you through is remembering to update your blog, and taking at least one picture a day.
The scenics you’ve shared with us along the jogging trails have been wonderful.
Best,
Raleigh
[…] In other medical news, Chris Gulker, who used to write a column for the Tech pages at the Independent - and it was always good because of his Silicon Valley perspective) - has discovered what’s been wrong with his left arm: he has a glioma in his right (brain) hemisphere. See the image on the linked page: that white thing ain’t meant to be there. […]
Good luck.
Chris,
Alice forwarded your blog and information about your journey into the world of medicine. We do appreciate more than ever that she is working hard to make sure that her students are qualified to be at large in the population with a MD deisgnation. I have read with interest about some of your tests and the really great people you have encountered along the way. I wish you continued progress and send my prayers for you and Linda.
David Howard
Hey Chris I just googled your name because I was thinking about you and Linda. I ended up here. So know that I am thinking about you.
Hey Chris,
I don’t know if this will help but I just had a brain tumor removed on Sept. 27. I am now planning my wedding, working, running, and doing all the things I love to do. I know its scary as hell to go through but God will never give you anything you cannot handle. I will keep you in my prayers.
Theresa Monroe
Chris - Good luck with this, I just stumbled on this blog. My husband was diagnosed with a glioma 4 years ago, a few weeks before our wedding. We only had it removed in fall 2006 when it started growing, because it was an incidental find and he was asymptomatic. Unfortunately, he had a terrible, unforeseeable reaction to the surgery which I will not go into, but he is fully back at work now, enjoy spending time with his 2-yr old son, you would never know the trauma he experienced, and his tumor has shown no sign of recurrence. UCSF is a fantastic place to undergo treatment, we consulted with doctors there though were treated in Brigham and Womens in Boston where we live. You are in great hands, and hopefully, this will all become a distant memory soon…
Hi Chirs,
While surfing I came to your blog. I think by now u may be fully fit. I don’t know if this will help but I just had a brain tumor removed on 12th Sept. 2007. I know how it is and wish no one goes through this kind of experience and not after getting married as I was the only person earning. As when my boss knew this he gave me 1 month pay and appointed a person in place of me. Just hoping God will help me some day.